Thanks Belle, and you are right, i am gonna try soon.

Glad to hear you got good news.

II know it’s not easy, but you do need to quit. There are several treatments available that can be very effective

Belle the good news is i am in the clear, however if i can't stop smoking, it will not stay like that, as i have early signs of lung issues, also i am allergic to dust and other chemicals with sensitive smells.

New series on my YouTube channel - its called Scratch-Off Sunday!, if you like watching people do scratch offs, every Sunday you got that chance with me, here is the first episode -

Yes Belle, you are absolutely correct, couldn't say it better.

All you can do is just keep moving and deal with stuff as it happens. One day at a time.

But with me the show must go on, i started doing YouTube again to help me not think so much.

I know Belle, i am really nervous about going to this lung specialist, then to the lung nodule clinic. cancer is in my family history.. so yeah..

Oops. I meant Knowing what was going on

Well knowing is always better. I don’t know about you, but the unknown scares me more. When I had breast cancer, waiting for the results of the biopsy was worse than not knowing what was going on.

Good news and bad news y'all, my heart is fine, the bad news however is the lung nodule they found back in March has grown, so that part is still in question, but the good news again, i now know where the illness i have is coming from

Take care of yourself, Jeremy.

definitely will Belle, thanks hun

I understand. Take care of yourself first.

in some ways, some of you, might of figured this was about to happen, or some thought i would leave for good, as i started to remove mods slowly.

i want to get this health issue taking care of first, and quit smoking.. then i will decide.

i have good days and bad days, so its why it won't be until summer time to i make any decision about what i will do next here, but first time in a while i do have interest on coming back, but as i said below, it will be completely reboot, as in we will start all over, which should move along fast as on ipsarcade i plan on purchasing a subscription over there, where i have unlimited downloads, so i can bring the arcade back fast.. and i plan to implant chat rooms here, won't all be at once however, will be in time, but i got plans to do a ultimate wolfpack if my decision remain the way it is now

How are you feeling?

Sorry for the health issues Jeremy.